Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map

everyone was sending me text messages saying night school was cancelled and to pass it on so of course i fell into the crazy crowd and began passing it on. than, silly me, thought HEY maybe i should ask why.. i mean there really is no snow and maybe i should ask how do they know? because i didn't get no phone call, no posts on the internet, etc. so i texted back to the first person who sent it to me and it turns out blair told her. so i contacted blair and it turns out that blair was actually just not going to night school tonight. so i had to text everyone back saying that night school was infact NOT cancelled. and worst, i had to cancel on my boyfriend because i told him that night school was cancelled and that i could spend the whole afternoon/night with him. i'm so stupid. i feel like i just let him down so hard and worse i let myself down ! i miss him so much. you think it would be easier now that he's back here ! 10 minutes away ! but infact it's so much harder. i see him basically just the same amount as i did before. i could see him so much more if our parents weren't so god damn lame, but no. i have to go to school and my work has to book me everyday for work. i miss him ! i just want to see him everyday like i thought i would. and hang out with him everyday. i have even concidered quitting work so i could see him more often and just not see him on mondays and wednesdays because i have night school. that would be so much better than never seeing him. well it's not never, but sometimes it feels like it. HE'S RIGHT THERE AT MY FINGER TIPS and i can't reach him. that's what it feels like. i miss him so much. ugh. i hate that i got so excited for nothing. i let him down. i feel terrible :(

You can't call a piece of fruit an apple when you want to eat it and a dandelion when you don't want to eat it. It's the same sort of fruit no matter what your intentions toward it. And how strong is the case for a categorical distinction between brains that know reality and brains that don't? Is a non-reality-recognizing brain as a foot, say, is from a brain? This seems unlikely. Recognizing the agreed upon version of reality is only one of the billions of brain jobs.

are looking slim.
I tell, "You look nice."
You say I'm looking thin.
I say,

"I haven't been eating
or really been sleeping.
just breathing
and thinking of you."

Now everything is about celebrity effect, particularly in commercial advertising, literary and art circles has become the world's biggest stars. Some 000 out of the three-day long there are pretty one-third of the so-called "celebrities", an ad down, all of them have become rich. As a result of "celebrity" like money, "businessman" in preparing and would like to benefit from various types of advertising, like a fat full of piles of various types of media, it is sickening. In this paper, say, is by no means "money" taste like the celebrity effect, but life has a philosophy of "well-known celebrity." Sentiment, chose the 12 questions, I do not know whether the good-looking. I would like to only as "benevolent see benevolence", "wise men see Moses."

One of the most difficult. It was the ancient Greek philosopher Thales asked: "Do you think people live in this world, what is most difficult?" Thales replied: "know thyself." Difficult to know themselves, their own lack of understanding more difficult.

Second, the valuable property. Albert was born in Aspen Puliaiye the ancient Greek city. On one occasion, when Puliaiye been besieged city, residents have put their most precious belongings flee, only a complete Aspen unarmed people. Residents have asked him why he left so, he replied: "I have all my body." Yes, there are more valuable than the life of it?

Third, happy. Aspen was asked to complete: "What kind of work most people happy?" Complete Aspen replied: "work to earn money." This is a great truth, be able to earn more money, better life.

Fourth, the safety of the ship. Asked the ancient Greek thinkers that the Arab-Israeli Haas: "What is the safest ship?" That the Arab-Israeli Haas said: "Those who left the ship into the sea." Do not walk, do not fall; not sail until it is not dangerous. However, the ship left the sea, there is no existence of a value.

Fifth, always moral. Captains Regent of Athens was asked Solon: "Why are evil people who are often well-off, and the good people are often poor?" Solon thinking about, replied: "We do not want our moral and exchange their wealth, because the moral Is forever, and wealth on a daily basis in the replacement of the master. "Morality is always the wealth is temporary. By evil people who get rich, certainly very empty heart, the kind of well-off will not for a long time.

Sixth, the ideal home. Was asked of ancient Greece's protection, the Tawu Si: "Ideally, what is home?" Ta Wusi Bailey replied: "What is neither a luxury nor the lack of necessities." The answer is very sensible, very smart. Always a luxury to look at other people, is a necessity for their own use.打肿脸充胖子, can never be as "The Fat Man."

Seven healthy. Heraclitus individuals have asked the importance of good health, Heraclitus said: "If there is no health, wisdom can not reveal, the culture will not be able to give full play to their strength will not be able to fight, will not be able to use knowledge." Healthy and happy life as a result of , Withered by disease. With health, have all.

Eight, the flow of the river. First, I have been asked Heraclitus: "In the past, things can change?" Heraclitus said: "People can not enter the same river twice." Flowing water will become, will become fallen flowers, the time change, environment Change, everything would have to change what can not be repeated.

Nine different cities. Plato was asked: "Why is a poor country is also rich?" Plato replied: "If you put a country as a purely country is making a serious mistake. Any city are the two City: that is, the rich and the poor urban cities. "Cities are the rich city, the urban poor also. And that at any time, the poor will be more than the rich. So city leaders in decision-making, we must first think of the poor.

10, alive. One face of the suffering of patients Antigone Feng asked: "What is the meaning of life in the end?" Antigone Fung said: "I did not find out so far, so I want to live." Alive is to pursue, in order to explore, to know that they also Do not know. Perhaps that is alive.

11, the difference between a meal. It was a great philosopher Aristotle asked: "You and mediocrity What difference?" Aristotle replied: "They live to eat and I eat to live." Mediocre enjoy tasting The music, enjoy the wisdom of the philosophers of music; mediocre material to enjoy the music, enjoy the spirit of the music philosopher.

12, the benefits of an apology. Seneca politician was asked: "What good is an apology?" Seneca replied: "apology apology is not hurt, not hurt people who accept the apology." Apology is a virtue, not only to resolve the many contradictions, and Will own the other side and bring a relaxed and happy.

In fact, I have not exaggerated, despite a certain leadership meeting in a certain (usually Teacher's Day) emphasized the teachers, said that despite the to sing than the also sing very well but we can not deny that the social status of teachers is still In the past, like the "third-rate."

Others are often heard on good wages to teachers, said that when teachers have a lot of good talent then half a year of living, but enough to get 365 days of wages. In fact, every career has its own characteristics, like other career would not have to work in 8 hours will have to spend time outside of work. Let us not let these temporary now, but I was very much looking forward to an "uprising." I do not think that is what the world into chaos for fear that the strange elements, this is our side of the aspirations of the vast majority of teachers.

Let me look back on history to wage it: remember that in 2005, a group of teachers that we have not made more than 5000 yuan of capital has not mentioned the sound - like falling into a bottomless pit of it, really worrying, then It was finally refrain from expressing my views, we have organized grader with all the teachers to the district office around the circle, in fact, even the leadership did not speak Jian Zhao, then had to prepare the petition, and so did the results we continue to higher authorities, given the The second month in wages to make up the.

That seems to be the first in 2006, is the capital, or other areas of the county to have funded the early hair down, but we have not the slightest movement of the area. We often talk after school, grumble, and even indignant, but what is the use? Later, some of the more courageous teachers published a New Year's Day the city government to "sit-in" proposal, the results have not to sit down on the capital.

On that occasion there should be the last year, is on our social security and health issues, leading each time to finish come back has been mentioned, but every time we were told not to set down, then finally was angry, Made a "sit-in," the news, but there were dozens of teachers in the Teacher's Day to day sit-in to the city - the result can well be imagined, our Social Security and Medicare are all set, and we very It is thanks to them. To take the lead only "Intifada" in a number of teachers and their leadership have been criticized. (If not heard what the leadership of the relatives have estimated that if a serious matter, of course, this is only hearsay. Gray areas in the community, after all, or too wide, we are not clear.)

This year it's June and that it has to mention the capital. Soon, the adjacent areas has made a down, 300 per capita. However, the district but we have not been consistent movement. In the Teacher's Day, a leading down condolences to the teachers, everyone said to us: the governor said, mentioning in the capital in November on the receiving, we do not go to higher authorities or any of the sit-in. As a result, wages in November on the early play was a pity Unfortunately, the governor's words did not deliver. Vice-Chancellor tells us that so-and-so said that the leadership of the money, so not to mention made part of the capital. Hu, also can not be trusted, then the head!

Talking about the office, said that what has. Most angry is that the teachers not only in adjacent areas have long received in July to the beginning of the capital, and started out in the next to the capital, and we still did not sound! Some people say that this time the teacher :"*** how not to organize a sit-in it? In fact, do not need to sit-ins, issued only a written information distributed to teachers in the region, estimated on the wages down. ... Or else ... " *** Refers to the teacher on the two leaders. In fact, this is true, if no one to take the lead in the "uprising" and perhaps others, such as funding to get the third time we hope also it! However, not everyone dare to take the lead in the "uprising", not hard enough background, we all can only be a!

Look forward to the new wage and look forward to the "uprising"!

Hengheng, today is really lucky ah ~ ~ so many shameless scenes, like the film release, the scrolls over in front of me!

In fact, most of the things I have nothing to do with the ~ ~

Hateful is: that I have betrayed the so-called "brothers", the song that I made, we still can in front of the face that he and I are best friends "brothers." That has been reminded me, not his character, I go all out for the defence of his "brother" I did not do him no, no genuine and he has cut ties, the bottom of my heart, there are fantasies, he can admit, We can start again ~ ~

Today, he can actually hurt her ~ ~ This can not forgive!

He is determined there is no connection and the time ~ ~

In fact, when the real withdrawal from all the time (of course, the reasons for the withdrawal is not only him, he had not been such a big capability!), But easily a lot of heart, kind of feel relieved.

I hope that he will not continue to do stupid things, if she dares to harm again, I will let him be the lesson ~ ~

Hengheng ~ ~

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